Tuesday, July 15, 2008@11:55 PM
fuck it (angsty =.=)
terribly upset tonight. over little things.
01. need a fucking new laptop. can't even soften the vulgarity. this dumb piece of shit equipment just wasted 1 disc and dashed my hopes for nice songs to listen to in my car. did i mention it lags? yes it does and it drives me nuts and i have dreams of tossing it right out the window.
02. need a place to send fucking laptop to. aiming dell because they deliver straight to your doorstep. what fucking doorstep, no one's home to accept the package. papa faster approve lah! (gawd don't you just fucking hate it when people tell you one thing at this time and later they retract what they say? and people wonder why i'm so cold regarding to family, because they tell you one thing but mean another)
03. fucking car. fucking petrol guzzling car which is the reason why i have to tighten my belt like shit and can't spend on anything because i have to buy petrol and pay through my teeth for parking at fucking phileo damansara one.
04. i have to drive home alone tomorrow night. yeah if that's not enough reason for being stressed and wound up right now i have no fucking idea. pray to myself i don't die in the process, i don't get honked and i don't lose my brain.
05. i have to drive home ALONE tomorrow night. and i didn't buy my TnG card yet. yay for stucking at cash lane!
06. i have to drive to phileo damansara one and find a damn fucking parking spot to park in the morning, which i have no idea where the hell do people without season parking are supposed to park. gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawd. *counts the hours* i'm going to be there 8 hours! that's more than rm10 parking fee okay! and knowing my luck i'll probably get lost and get stuck. and homfg parking i'm going to take like 10 minutes to park my damn car or something.
seriously am i having a super early period or something.
so stressed. so wound up. so teary.
for no fucking reason.